had an intersting discusion with my sister a couple of months ago, she founfd out i was eeing a psychologist and questioned why, mentioning that one of the reasons she left home was cause she did not like the way my father treated me as she found it disturbing, she was not emotionally abused not even phsically hurt in any way but she thought i asked to many questions which is were i got in to trouble. she also asked if i was sexually abused (no i was not sexually abused) to this day she feels she has to protect me form some people.
discused with her moving in together and expressed the name trishy (i hate it makes me feel like a two year old) she will continue to call me this but not introduce me as such. and we will have are own spaces and i promise not to hit her or throw things at her ( i tend to throw things when i am angry must discuss this with my therapist)
so questioning is good keeping people happy is not a healthy for me.
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