last night was feeling well and my mind was were it should be, had planned to go to bed at 2130 and meditate, somthing i have not done for a while, but the mind decided to come out and play, why cause my flat mate came home and does not like to talk ab out her tennis game and i have heard she is good. this lead me to thinking about how proud i felt after my mini triatholon series last year, for me to actulaly sign up was a big thing and i really enjoyed them and came firsst in my age group (45-49) ok i was the only one in that age group and i did come like 3rd to last but i did it 2min faster then my goal that was set by my pt and about 10 min faster then my goal so i was proud even got a cup which i proudly showed at work the following day and at my gym, and whilst i did not tell everyone at the gym i was soon knownas the girl who did triatholons all of which made me proud. i am not a natural athelte but work damm hard to achive what i do.
why did i get confused last night i kept thinking that maybe this was not somthing i should be sharing with people and that i should keep it to myself until i actually have achieved somthing. but i did achieve and i am proud so i am going to shout it form the roof tops
i did not eat my feelings, instead i put it on twitter (thankyou aussie leo for you response) and emailed a really goood mentor of mine went to sleep and woke up with the will to achive even greater things,i am not competing against anyone my goal are mine and i will be proud.
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