biggest loser

was watching biggest loser last night and i think i finally got it

last year i could not understand why they pushed away there image of there former fat self, i wondered why they did not emrace and nuture that fat self because after all it was them and if you do not love your self who is going to love you but last night i realized that by changing yourself you are not changing your histroy you are making a new future and to do that you have change your now history will always be that but you donot have to keep it close to you in fact if you are to move on and change your attitutude puting your past into the past is the best thing.

so i ambracing my now looking to the future and putting my past into the past and will look back only to see how far i have come as a person

my now is ot that of a fat person who was so scared of making a ripple in the fabric of life my now is of a woman looking to make her self fit and fabulous and making her mark on the world my future is still to be written but that is why its the future youo can make it what ever you want, yes like most people i have plans but these can be changed i have goals but goals are theree to be reassesed life is mine for the taking and i am not going to waste a seconed more dwelling on my past, unless i am talking to my counscellor and working out what i can do know to help me acheive my goal of loving my self and then inturn loving those around me

so my fat self is going away and my new self is looking for a short sparkley dress to show of what are probably the best legs in the southern hemisphere



love your self then like yourself and the world will folow